NEW LIFE FOR ME

So, life has changed ALOT. I am now 18...as of August 20th...I have graduated, June 5th. I went to prom...May 9th. I have a checking account. Lawls. I know. Spongebob checks.....hehe. Um....I'm now on FaceBook, DeviantArt, Myspace, GaiaOnline, Twitter, Yahoo IM, Skype, MSN, AIM, and I play Shaiya....sometimes. I WOULD post all of them....but...well..that's ALOT of accounts...lawls. Ask and you shall receive though!!!! Sooo um, I'm currently in a relationship...very happily...and hmm, I feel......more mature...I don't know...lawls I do get alot of attention from males tho...



Things to do on this site:
+Post more.
+Update my profile.
+Get new CSS...rose is old lawls <3
+Reconnect with the blogger community.

Ok. . .

Wha do ya'll wanna kno? I am currently dating, kinda frustrated, seriously irritated, and well, ugh, my bestie wants to be a douche....btw "my friend" is not the bestie...

my bestie

me: i've been in love with him

me: for a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time

my friend: ah ok

me: but i hid it

me: and last night

me: he was like

me: "you're very special to me" me: "wha do you mean?"

me: him: "well, you'll always be in my heart"

me: me: "ok....do you want me or not?"

me: him: "i want to see you blossom some more,"

me: me: "wtf?"

my friend: blossem

me: me: "i'm not special enough for you?"

me: him: "i want you to become a temptress, i know you have it in you"

me: me: "you don't want me b/c i'm not a TEMPTRESS?????"

me: me

my friend: wtf

me: sad, lost and confused

i need help with this.